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Karen L. Lewis
Bio:
Karen Lewis is lead Teaching Artist for Just Buffalo Literacy Center. She teaches poetry and creative writing in schools throughout Western New York. Her “Picturing Poetry Proj ect” at Native American Magnet School, with CEPA Gallery Teaching Artist Amy Luraschi, was recently the subject of a documentary by film maker Jon Hand. Karen is a contributing editor for award winning Traffic East magazine. She is a fellow of The Banff Centre’s Wired Writing Studio. Karen’s poetry, short fiction, features, interviews and photography have been widely published. Her poem “Even if” was nominated for a Pushcart Prize by Slipstream Press in 2005.
She and He
She is a fracture filling up with shadows
He is a fog filled meadow
Here the sacred nestles a gray divide
where white is black and black is morning and
morning layers the light like tail feathers in a down draft
She is a ghost, her mind filling up with sun
He is transparent kindness, a smiling xanthic chimera
If she can be described as joyous, sleeping silence
then he must be, strictly speaking, comfortable noise,
an aftereffect of something breaking
She is the distance that slides from one vertebra to another
He is a revolving spine of nights
The space between them cannot be erased
it is a consolation they have grown
Coat of Arms
I learned to speak the language of don’t
touch me at my mother’s side
My father used to joke
his tongue a fuller’s teasel—raising bristle—
that the thistle was my mother’s favorite flower
Her Scottish skin spread pink poison of embarrassment
I laid low in the weeds earth’s green urchin
while they passed back and forth
a martyr’s frame wrapped in brambles
Some memories pierce through years
my father taught me—
harm a thistle wound yourself
There is something humane about making obvious
what is disagreeable to wear your power
to defend or offend on your sleeve for all to see
Field cactus stiff with cat’s claw and spider legs
thistle combs the sky raking clouds
holding safe the seeds of down
that it delivers into the beaks of goldfinch
their sweet songs flying over
my mother’s coat of arms
Even if
After Adrienne Rich
Even if the woman was raped 96 times instead of 97
  and she was found years later laughing under a tree
  her body a defaced limb of history
  she would have the power of growth
Even if my mother didn’t die
  and she was found walking without aids on a dirt road
  in Africa her shoulders chanting a soft chorus with sun
Even if I had a cure
  for grief
Even if my father could sleep through the night
  and his dreams were not cinema verite—
  he would put his money down for pornography
Even if it were free
Even if my mouth did not attract flies
  and I could not speak
  inhumane words :
  starvation, racism, fanaticism,
  relentless atrocities indifference
  we might discover pieces
  of hate
  under our fingernails
Even if beauty didn’t have an ulterior motive
  and you could love me whoever you and I are
  it could be something temporary
  looking into each other
  eyes fixed and mutable
Tunnel Mountain
Banff, Alberta, 2007
Train whistles in French
horn across the valley
Between you and I flies
an iridescent magpie
Reaching for the Bow’s release
bones of bedrock fortify
mineral river lichen shivers
percussive pebbles murmur
flats and sharps whisper
chenille and corduroy
Shore lies drawing
on its memories
silent remnants
reflection the surface of
a tall peninsula
ready to swallow this stone
scribe whole
Between these lines of earth
scorching conduits fire
cataclysm channel avalanche channel
glacial crust scouring centuries
of slide and grind
that settle for the foot
of elk, coyote, deer and goat
The world is full of edges
some jagged some round
What is the difference
between subservience and reverence?
Gravity’s knees are scraped regardless
crawling blind toward belief
Better to be a lodestone
of the sea listening
to the shape of water
and its promises to carry me
in its currents
Better to be ice
threatening relief over flow
Better to be dissolved slowly
and pulled into dangling
roots of Douglas Fir
Mouthed earth devours
scars reveal what
time conceals
When the time comes
for me to rise like mountains
I cannot hide myself in skin
When the time comes clouds
will drip into my mouth
I will hold my hands like pockets
life’s blood will pine away years
recycling all kinds of green
When the time comes for trembling
aspen to bury themselves in sun
I will pack my spine with resolve
and the sheer veneer of days
I will not be able to grasp
how my self moves outward in all directions
When the time comes for me to grow bolder
to walk with a forest’s sense of altitude
my eyes will turn to water
dutifully cleansing for the sights that follow
a small price to pay to breathe this air
My dreams a series of prefix reveal
I am always beginning
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